venting... if you don't want to listen to me go on and on about issues in my life, stop reading this post.

so, to those imaginary people who may or may not be reading my blog, i'm kinda upset at the moment. to start it off, I havn't heard from Sam in over a month. his myyearbook is gone, i can't find him on facebook because theres 500 pages of sam (insert correct last name here) on facebook. and his phone is lost or off or dead or all of the above. so havning not heard from him in a month, i've been kinda depressed of late. only 1 or 2 of my friends understands the emotional hell i feel like i'm in right now but i don't want to bother them because i always tell them about my problems and i feel like i get annoying. next we got this puppy. and everytime he makes a mess in the house it's "allie, go clean up the mess YOUR DOG made" and everyone is fighting, my brother sits around the freaking house all day and does almost nothing except homework then says he has a migranes and goes to bed and leaves the work for everyone else. my step mom brought home he cat from hell. this cat is fucking evil. it went up to my brother's room and we tried to get it out, my brother was up there alone and he moved one pillow and the cat flipped out on him. if someone got within ten feet of it it would growl and freak out and if you came any closer it would literally attack you. it's like possessed. and id on't even remember what else i was upset about.. it's mostly the thing with sam i guess.... oh wait no. to top that off, my ex is now friends with my brother again and he came over and sent me a text asking me if i would kiss him. i told him no and he's asked for dirty pics of me and he keeps trying to get me to come over to his house. no. way. ugh i'm so stressed. i feel like dieing... anyway... that was my rant....